[morzh]

Jerry

I said "feels sexual", but I did not imply the intensity of it

Then again, as we say in my language "where there's no fish crayfish is the fish!". So, depends on what alternatives you have.

This is why in my language when we do mean long and hard (sorry - no allusions here) frustrating dealing with some problem, we actually use the equivalent of the "f" verb. So at the end of that, some ..well...high...should come!